Love & Spiders 8
Reach out to me, it’s not that hard
I’m standing right here in front of you
Take everything I want to give
Take it all and let it make you new
I watch you turn and close your eyes
This is not what you want to hear
I ask you for an ounce of nothing
My love is not what you fear
You have come to need me
You need the love I feel
For all the things you have
It you cannot steal
What you have and what you want
Are a lifetime torn apart
And yet, you choose to live
Cold inside the dark
So you can’t help yourself
Like breath you reach for me
But you can’t help your nature
You destroy all that you can’t be
So there it is
And here we are
We could spend our entire lives
And never go this far
So I will lay it down for you
As it is a game
Though winning means nothing to you
Losing’s just the same
I am nothing without you
A fact I know is true
I am nothing with you
No matter what I do
I would give you all of me
Just to see you smile
If you would just lie to me
Even for a little while
I will give it all to you
I’m a shell either way
Now is the time
I can’t live another day
Swaying and weaving
Glowing within this glorious feeling
Warmth washes down on me
I open my eyes so I can see
I cannot help that I love you not
I am meant to take
I cannot help that I like you not
But I can pretend for our sake
I know how to love
How else could I love myself?
I know how to love
Just not anything else
I offer you nothing
But I ask you for it all
I will take everything
Then leave you when you fall
It is not my fault
It’s so easy to do
Yes you are the victim
Only you can save you
I will take it all
Everything you have to give
And I will carry on
And you will cease to live
It is not for you
To try to save my life
But know that in death
I will forever be your wife
Now you know your fate
If you come to me
And I can’t help but hate
What you have come to mean
So there it is
And here we are
Decisions to make
Will you go that far?
I said I love you
In that I never lie
Now I will prove it
In your arms I will die
Please give me your word
That you’ll lie to me
When you take it all
Everything away from me
I will tell you lies
And your heart will soar
And you’ll slowly die
And your blood for me will roar
Inside my head
And inside my heart
So come here to me
Let us finally start
I’ll make love to you
Penetrate you with my desire
Tell you how I love you
Make myself your liar
For it is your blood
That I’m thinking of
How sweet is your blood
Stained with all your love
No more talk!
Come now here to me
I’ll give you everything
My darkness you’ll finally see
Fear beats my heart
My hands, how they shake
My heart I offer you
And everything you will take
Hush…
Don’t cry
Little bit of truth
Hidden inside a lie
My Goddess! Your arms are so cold
And your eyes are black as coals
But I’ll warm you up
My love, it’s radiance glows
Look into my eyes
Before I get your kiss
Have you felt a love
As powerful as is this
I can smell
Hot and wet your love
I can smell it!
I smell your beautiful blood
Nothing means nothing
My nature is to act
This penetration is my vow
To finally seal our pact
I feel you pour inside of me
Your seed it fills this hole
Your warmth I pull inside of me
Now we’re finally whole
I hear you saying something
As I suck you into me
Oh, how I loved you
With everything that was me
I grow warm
You grow cold
I push you away
Now it’s old
I see you now behind my eyes
You’re in my veins and in my mind
So much love
So true… so kind
To bad it was wasted
On a toxic love like mine
For we are dangerous
The most dangerous of desires
That is the way
Of Black Widow spiders
© Mark W Lucke
07/31/2007 at 09:03AM